9.07.2003
It's My Turn...
I can't cover up my feelings in the name of love |Or play it safe, for a while that was easy | And if living for myself is what I'm guilty of |Go on and sentence me | I'll still be free... ~ Diana Ross
The last couple of months have been extremely difficult. Everywhere I turn it seems as if I find someone tugging me here or there, trying their best to get me to do things their way. Life is hard enough, trying to please everyone you come in contact with only makes it that much harder. Sometimes I just want to scream: I got this! But my fear is it'll be misconstrued as: I don't need your help, when I do. I need my family, my friends, my loved ones to support me now more than ever. I need to hear: things are going to work out, not: are you sure you know what you're doing?
But the truth is, with or without your help or support, I am going to make it. I'm going to do what I'm supposed to do because it's my turn. It's my turn to start from number one, and try to undo some damage that's been done. It's my turn to reach and touch to sky so that no one can ever say: At least he didn't try. Yeah, for the first time in a long time, it's my turn...
Thanks Diana for reminding me how it important it is to take care of self...
The last couple of months have been extremely difficult. Everywhere I turn it seems as if I find someone tugging me here or there, trying their best to get me to do things their way. Life is hard enough, trying to please everyone you come in contact with only makes it that much harder. Sometimes I just want to scream: I got this! But my fear is it'll be misconstrued as: I don't need your help, when I do. I need my family, my friends, my loved ones to support me now more than ever. I need to hear: things are going to work out, not: are you sure you know what you're doing?
But the truth is, with or without your help or support, I am going to make it. I'm going to do what I'm supposed to do because it's my turn. It's my turn to start from number one, and try to undo some damage that's been done. It's my turn to reach and touch to sky so that no one can ever say: At least he didn't try. Yeah, for the first time in a long time, it's my turn...
Thanks Diana for reminding me how it important it is to take care of self...
